Dazed and stupid

Ever have days where you just feel completely stupid. Maybe not even stupid, but more stunned like you haven't been using your brain enough? That's been me lately.
I think it's a side effect of living in rural Ontario and being on my own. I don't come across good conversation much here. I miss the days of talking about current events, even having arguments (where's Larissa when you need her?). In my office the only conversations that aren't work related involve, kids, food, bad movies or the occasional round of celebrity gossip. I was shocked when one coworker even mentioned the bombings in London two weeks ago, btu all she said was 'can you believe it?' Um, ya. When I'm not at work I kill brain cells by watching reality tv shows that I said I'd never watch. Then I try to rebuild brain cells killed by Beauty and the Geek by reading War and Peace. I have a constant sense of 'ummmm what' going through my head, it's like I'm stoned, but really I'm not.
Anyways, I'm going to Toronto tonight and hopefully we can have stimulating conversations and then get drunk and make fun of my taste in men or something.